A little update . . .

 If you have either talked to me, or read my away messages, you know that over the past couple weeks I have been sad and confused about what has happened in my life. It's been crazy, lots of stuff has happened, good stuff and not so good stuff.  Friends moving, the end of debate season (well maybe that was a little longer than a couple weeks), fights, and many other things that were hard for me.  

Now, if I did talk to you in the past two/three weeks, I would like to say thank you!  Now many of you may be thinking "We didn't talk about anything important and it didn't really have a point . . . . ?" but I've gained something by all of my conversations lately.  It's all been helpful, a little tid bit of advice here and there, or just bringing a smile to my face, it's all greatly appreciated. 

I'm not saying it's all over, not at all, I'm still in the middle of this "battle" and don't expect it to be over too soon.  But I know that God will help me through it and never leave me nor forsake me and that you all, my friends, are all wonderfully amazing!  And I could never ask for better friends, I'm not even sure I deserve all of you marvelous people, but I know that I love all of you and thank you God for you daily.  And thus concludes my strange and disorganized post about my life currently. =P 

-Sarah

P.S. Here is two songs that I have been listening a lot lately (I can send it to you if you want me too). 

"Feels Like Tonight"

(http://youtube.com/watch?v=g8fYZbjJEkM)

and 

"I Will Lift My Eyes to You"

(http://youtube.com/watch?v=FtAjrNqEsoM)
I have to post the lyrics

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near, calm my fear
And take my doubt

Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can’t climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, let Mercy sing
Her melody over me
God, right here all I bring
Is all of me

(Chorus) 

‘Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
The Lover I need to save me
‘Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can’t climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now.
So hold me now